National Daughters Day 2021
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Lots has changed without you. You are irreplaceable. Here is an excerpt from #notinvainapromisekept on #nationaldaughtersday
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I wonโt lie and say it has all been easy since you died for our family or without strife, but I find nothing in life worth fighting for.
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We all handled your loss
differently. I donโt believe in the โnormsโ of grief; I think we are all managing the best we can.
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They say death can bring out the best and worst in families. I think we have held our own, although; I'd be lying if I said I wasn't disappointed in some things that have happened that I know you would not do or agree with.
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It is a hard lesson to learn that you often do not realize how much you love someone until they are gone.
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I wish we made more memories. I want to Luke was able to enjoy you. I wish I told you I love you more.
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I wish we had more fucking time. I miss you, you Ma.๐
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